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the last wordssaying goodbye is never easy..
and sometimes it is...
dear mom and dad i know i was never what u wanted me to be..
im sorry i wasnt perfect.. im sorry i let u all down..
you dont know what its like to be the odd one in the crowd hoping for a miracle that will never happen...going to sleep every night knowing tomorrow will be the same...knowing when i wake up im just going to hurt again...i just want everything to be ok but i know it wont..
i know i was just a fuck up..i over heard you and dad talking about me.. you said you wished i could be normal like all the other kids..im sorry i just cant its not me...
i knew i never did belong in this world...i look at you guys and i look at the rest of the family and then i look at myself i make you guys look bad...im the family blemish the flaw..
im sorry i tried my best to be a better daughter a better sister a better niece a better granddaughter and i failed like always...
i feel empty...i feel alone...im in a world were its not en
AndromedaAmongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly spectacle
Unknown to all those hidden in their houses
Various stars await us outside
Waiting to play like we did before
Xenagogue & inviting
Youthful but ancient curiosities.
Zenith induced euphoria continues until daylight…
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