the last wordssaying goodbye is never easy..
and sometimes it is...
dear mom and dad i know i was never what u wanted me to be..
im sorry i wasnt perfect.. im sorry i let u all down..
you dont know what its like to be the odd one in the crowd hoping for a miracle that will never happen...going to sleep every night knowing tomorrow will be the same...knowing when i wake up im just going to hurt again...i just want everything to be ok but i know it wont..
i know i was just a fuck up..i over heard you and dad talking about me.. you said you wished i could be normal like all the other kids..im sorry i just cant its not me...
i knew i never did belong in this world...i look at you guys and i look at the rest of the family and then i look at myself i make you guys look bad...im the family blemish the flaw..
im sorry i tried my best to be a better daughter a better sister a better niece a better granddaughter and i failed like always...
i feel empty...i feel alone...im in a world were its not en